Thursday, January 1, 2015

Not good at all

I haven't feeling so good lately, I often forget what I´m supposed to do and can´t quite think fast enough for some reason, I think Pari noticed it , I hope that is not something too serious, as I don't want worry Pari. While I'm feeling this way, my wife has complained about something too, she does feel really sick, we are going to the doctor to see if he can do anything about her.

If I...

I don´t know if I will get to see my sister Pari anymore, but if I do get to see her I´ll put all the feathers I collected over the years in a tin can so she sees that i didn´t forget her.

About Pari...

Often now I get myself thinking how would it be if Pari was not living away from me, perhaps she would have a harder life, maybe things were supposed to be that way. But, for me, what matters is that I still have the hope to believe that she still remembers me, as I still remember her. And by any case if one day forget her, I can still remember her any day just by calling my daughter, as I gave her the same name as my beloved sister,Pari. But, for now I just have to keep thinking about my new life here and taking care of my family.

Going just fine

Well, the restaurant has been running good so far.The customers seem to like our traditional food and the environment  we have here.I never really thought that our tradition would be so easily accepted here.

Grand opening

I finally opened the restaurant, I'm really excited to see how everything will work out. Hope to be a nice start for me and my family here.I do miss Afghanistan but by opening a afghan restaurant here I feel like carrying part of my country with me.

Feeling good

Since I arrived in the U.S I´ve been feeling really good.I think an afghan restaurant in there is going to be awesome, I really expect that to be a big jump in my life and hopefully will help me raise my little girl, Pari, in a positive environment and in a healthy way.

I can´t stay anymore

After pari left I feel like there is nothing more for me here, it´s like a part of me was taken away.I don´t know if i would be able to stay here for much more, I just want to pack my stuff and go away, cannot hold this feeling of loneliness in this place anymore,That´s for sure.