He did not forget me!!!

Pari gave to me some things that Abdullah was keeping for me all those years,  his postcards to me telling that he would no longer remember me because he was getting older and sicker but he was always thinking of me in the past. Another proof of that was the feathers that he gave to me, I can´t quite remember what these feathers mean but I surely know that he never forgot me, he always loved and remember me, that's all that matters to me and it makes me extremely happy.

No too much hope

Abdullah did not get better.He sees me an intruder in the house, he almost got crazy when he thought I was stealing his pills,but I invited Pari to come to our familly meeting, everybody will be there, except for Abdullah, he does not want to come, it's so heartbreaking to me that he does not remember me.

We met

Well, today I met Abdullah. It was so good to see my brother again, I talked to him to see if he could remember me, but he didn't seem to do it anymore. But while I'm here I'll try to see if can make he remember me by talking about our childhood, that even me don't remember quite enough, but I hope that he will remember even by just a little bit that he had sister that he loved.

Getting close

Well, after all this time I'm getting close to meet my brother Abdullah. His daughter, that have the same name as me, came to pick me up at the airport. I've talked to her how sweet he was to put the same name on his daughter so he could remember me, that is one thing that shows me that he never forgot me. I'm anxious to see how he is.

Something good

Something good happened today,hmm I can´t quite remember, what was it?... Oh!,now I remember, my daughter received a call from my long time no seen sister, she´s planning to come over here, well hope I can stay healthy until then!!, I´m so happy that I can´t even use words to describe it.I never though that this moment would arrive, the moment that I get to see the another part of me that was gone since I was just a child.I also hope that my disease don't bother me while she is here, it would be a shame if couldn't remember her or treat her right while she is here.

Pari´s helping me

Well, I´m not so good at all but at least i have my daughter to help me. Maybe I´ll get better, all those pills have to do something, huh?

Just want to be alone...

I don´t know what to do, what to think, I know nothing. The only thing that i know is that my mind is going crazy and i can´t help it. My love is gone, and I´m beginning to think that I´m really sick. All this happening at the same time, just makes me want explode. I really don´t know what to do now, I just want to be alone.